I felt so blessed :)
because of what ryan said and what i never regret doing.
and that is to join syf. seriously beginning of this year, i totally lose my passion for dance, somehow. and every single dance session would be very dreadful for me, especially facing ryan has been the most difficult one because he bombards us with alot of questions and his expectations are high.

well this few days haven been good too, emotionally i have to cope with the big battle in my mind and of course, demeaning words from people who said it purposely or accidentally.
and to make it worse, ryan was in one of his bad mood, and he said alot of things which really can hurt one people, i was almost tearing and i so much wanted to shout at him. is that a natural reaction for somebody trying to force all the strength out while suffering from spasm?

After dance, he held us back to have a talk, explaining why he did all he did. which actually is beneficial for us. after all, all he did was to train us to have a stronger mind. and applying pressure on us to force our strength out. and what he said was really true. the toughest battle is the one in our mind where all our thoughts are processed every single day. and it was really good. since dancers like us are soo much prone to criticisms from people who envy us :x

besides in dance, having a strong mind is what we really need to have in our spiritual walk with God because once the mind recieves attack from the satan, it became confused and temptations are liking to come, and we being confuse of course walk towards temptations. thinking too much also confuses us and often brings ourselves down. so keep the mind pure and strong. and don't think too much. (:

and due to the fact 3/4 of the class are away for heats, tournaments and other stuffs, mr goh cancelled our afternoon lesson today but from next thur onwards our maths lesson will be till 4 for consecutive six weeks.

and on saturday, merilyn and i cant go church, BOOhoo because we had syf training at nus cultural center from 4 to 10.45-11 pm and most likely ryan is going to arrange more of those.

well basically my mood is still high and i still got the joy of the lord in me!

Christina Aguilera- Beautiful

Don't look at me

Everyday is so wonderful
Then suddenly
It's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful
In every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
You're so consumed
In all your doom, oh
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone
Left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is

'Cause you are beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
Oh no
'Cause you are beautiful
In every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do(No matter what we do)
No matter what we say(No matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune(Yeah, oh yeah)
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go(And everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine(The sun will always, always, shine)
And tomorrow we might awake
On the other side

'Cause we are beautiful
No matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
Oh no
We are beautiful
In every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today
Oh, oh
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down, oh
Today

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<3 ZOE. 8:05 PM